played semis yesterday. lost two three to tkgs. the feeling suck like shit. i wanted the champion title so badly. how could we ever have lost. i'm drained out of my mental strength. i feel lost and hopeless. just tired and dont have the mood or drive to do anything currently. just wanna sit at a corner and stare into space. but i realise that it is all over. thank god for my team who is always there for me. thanks to those who keeps telling me to be strong. i know that no matter what happens. the team will always stand up for me. and together we shall prove ourselves stronger than ever again. it's just a pity that this is my last year in SNBT. but know what, i believe that SNBT will be even stronger next year. yupp.

SNBT: sorry for being so weak yesterday. it's just so not what i leader should do. but the blow just hit me extremely hard. i needed time to recover. i hope all of you could give me some time. i promise that i'll stand up stronger again on my feet to lead the team again! and we shall never fail. deep down inside our heart, i know that we are always the CHAMPION! i love all of you. cause SNBT completes me.